hey
i'm sorry for my prolonged absence! i hadn't really planned to take such a long break from this site, but my tablet wire breaking yet again and my lack of interest in drawing probably played a huge part in that. it's regrettable, because if i had practised, practised in a structured manner, then perhaps i would actually be pretty decent by now. that's what i was thinking this time last year, anyway. that sounds really self-deprecating, whoops. the good news is that i haven't been spending my time doing mindless bullshit - i've been working (at least, more than i did last year), handling my university applications, and i've been cracking on a little bit with my story.
the bad news is, my iPod, the main thing which i used to write, has broken, and there is no way i can get it back on. there's like...four+ years worth of writing on there. consequentially, i haven't been writing as much as i normally do...
in terms of fandoms, which i guess is what a lot of people who watch me here care about the most, i'm not really into much. snk is something i like, but i'm not really obsessed with it like i was :\
my rabbit has fallen really ill, and while it looks like she's getting better, i'm not too sure how much i trust the vet...or my parents, actually. that's been bothering me a lot.
i got an offer from my favourite university, and while the offer is pretty demanding (not in a bad or unusual way - it's just going to be hard and will require a lot of studying and hopefully less online time) i'm really excited about it, and very very grateful. i have an interview for another, too, and i'm honestly really happy that anyone is considering me at all.
i realised that for all i dither around, at least i'm pretty certain about what i want to do in my life. that's the most important thing, heh. oh my god i hope i haven't jinxed it i mean i'm not Entirely sure AERRwe
just a side thought, would anyone be interested in my writing? i feel like too many people (that only care about fanart) follow me here, which is a thought i had never really empathised with when i heard it from other people x_x
i might not draw that much anymore, sadly. i mean, i still doodle to the point that it inconveniences and even hinders me, but i don't really...finish much anymore...
MEGA EXCITED ABOUT CATCHING FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sidenote, skeleton key by margot and the nuclear so so's is a song that goes with two of the characters in my story lelelel